hmm..
ireadalotofblogs.
so.
after mars.
i felt guilty i wasnt trying that hard to keep a 'goodchirstian'
like. i think i became christian. and i was like. COME INTO MY LIFE.
but nothings changed really.
maybe. i need to REALLY try.
mars inspired/made me guilty.
so. i WILL TRY.

and tina's
why do i feel. 'good'.
uhm. her linda policy.
i agree.
she's actually notas bad as a lot of people make her seem. someitmes she can be quite normal. but sometimes quite annoying and weird.
so. i WILL try to be nice.
well she thinks im her friedn and im nice to her anyway.. czo im the only one who replies... but still.
and yes. she DOES have her selfish mean bits. but. i will try.

and there i am disproving my first pledge. im JUDGING D;
so hard NOT to judge.
wish me luck :T

im in the mood for making lame jokes. and i really cant remember why i opened a new post. but here i am. so here i post.

ahhhhhhh.... back on the net after a longlong time. actually, just days, but still.
coz. ive been making my ag model - my bee.
its is AWESOME even if i do say so myself.
yeahhh (:
cept some of the organs are kinda not to scale. meh.
WAIT> THATS ONE MARK.
ohwell. i SPENT SO MUCH TIME ON IT THO D;
but it is awesome ;D

woohoo! finished my 40hr famine/nofurniture/nolaughing.
cept for laughing. that ends at like 4 am. coz i added an hour everytime i laughed... ._.
wheeeeeee. so in service @ church, i was siting on the ground... ;D and why didnt typocomputer underline siting. what does siting mean? like a site? hmm.. i meant sitting btw.

hum. oh. HOLYMOLY> AMY AND DIDI!!!!!!! congrats you guys....... ;D
dude. so many couples in our grade now...... hormonic grade.
not that i should be talking.

finally getting down to what ive been planning to research:
theatre of the absurd.
wow. love it.
it is so true.
One of the most important aspects of absurd drama is its distrust of language as a means of communication. Language, it seems to say, has become nothing but a vehicle for conventionalized, stereotyped, meaningless exchanges. Absurd drama uses conventionalised speech, clichés, slogans and technical jargon, which it distorts, parodies and breaks down. By ridiculing conventionalised and stereotyped speech patterns, the Theatre of the Absurd tries to make people aware of the possibility of going beyond everyday speech conventions and communicating more authentically.

Dramatic conflicts, clashes of personalities and powers belong to a world where a rigid, accepted hierarchy of values forms a permanent establishment. Such conflicts, however, lose their meaning in a situation where the establishment and outward reality have become meaningless. However frantically characters perform, this only underlines the fact that nothing happens to change their existence.

too true.
i like it.
it kind of sounds cynical and all, and yeh. but. so true.

today was so-so.
btw. when i say how my day was, its usually not the events but yeh.
touch Bs finals. we sat arounda nd watched. htey lost 2-1. swear model farms had some As on.
meh.
____ is really nice/cool. yeah. he sat down to talk. he seems.. mature.. liek. better than everyone else who just. jump around screaming crazy stuff who dont seem to think. i.e. like. thinkthink. coz. like. some people really just dont get it.
i spent alot of yesterday trying to figure out who ______ was goingout wiht. but to no avail. she's quite... cool.
and i use cool too much.
____ is cool too. and if i put any more information here, youd guess it.
uhm. swimming?
ben zhu >> AGH.
so. i go talk to sam and aaron (:
___ is awesome. well, pretty awesome for a yr 6 kid. ...h'es so skinny |: and im a perve.....
UHM.
___ was with ______. so. and linly was away at musicianship.
on a different note. WOAHHH. MAX HAS REALLY SWEATY HANDS.......... like. REALLY. its kinda amazing/sick.
i'm in a quite un_____ and un_______ mood.
gee. this post sure makes sense.
and. since i spent like all my night making my papier mache bee while watching worlds strictest parents and australian idol (ANDREW G!!!), i should get bak to what i planned to do really quick so i could sleep earlier.
btw. SPONSOR ME FOR 40 HOUR FAMINE. please (: no food furniture or laughing O:

feel free to fill in my blanks.
prizes for the winner...

FAR OUT. IM SO BIPOLAR.
im happy now. calm happy. hopeful happy. the happy i love. not crazy happy.
talking to ____ is calming

told you i was bipolar.
going back down.
maybe after linly's blog. and how, she seems to mean it. her rice.
yes it WAS so good. matt chandler was so good. his speech was. entrancing. and. like half the hall left to the place. and. i wanted to go so bad. but in the end. just begged God to come into my life in the car.
it made me feel like getting run over after that. but thats probably too much information. and just how.
pff.
and how some people are just so happy. haha. happy. happy. heehee. hilarious. argh.
it burns me. ok. idno.
ARGH
like. idno. if i can bear another 3 more years of school. pretense. laughter all around. fake smiles. alone inside. ignored. interrogated. 'yes im fine'. oh no hsc! and then eveyrone frets. and then everyone ARGH! but like. where i plan to go, i dont need this type of education.
and like. we fret about it so much.
and. argh
and.

justin lo time.

my mum's making like icecreamish stuff.
so. she has like HEAPS, well not heaps. of leftover cream.
and IT IS SO TASTY
yumyum.
im gonna get fat soon |:
I SWEAR DOM GOT SKINNIER.
and everyone got haircuts over the weekend. esp. freya and her bob cut. itskinda cute.

so anyway. back home. MR WONG GAVE US A STUPID MUSIC ASSIGNMENT TYPE THING. ACTUALLY IT WAS THE LAME STUDENT TEACHER. AND I WAS PLANNING TO MAKE MY BEE AG MODEL TODAY.
so.
i ended up ignoring muisic. and MADE PAPIER MACHE XD
fun.
but harder than it looks.

today was lame. but i got back up high agen.
and linly. everyone DOES have everyone else. and youre part of that everyone.
and .
but im up. up. noneed to drag myself down agen.
cornflour + water glue/paste and newspaper gets me up...
sounds like im takin some kind of weird drugs.
ohwell.
I AM BAHAHAHAHAHAH!!
uhm. yes. i am high. highly insane.
tina is cool
but shelley doesnt like me saying poeple are cool coz thats judging. and i was like cant we judge people goodly then? but then i thought about it and its like. well, if theyre cool, it means your putting htem on top of others. which i sdegrading others which is judging badly. ):
stupid roudns of thoughts.

now canto pop. for music. finally got around to doing it.
whyd does max know so many idffernt canto songs... >>
Mr. or Justin Lo?
hmmmmmmmm
my cousin who lives in hk or max who has weird taste (sorry max but i bet he doesnt read this anyway)?
*time to concentrate*
byee

matt chandler was so good.
so good.
and really, that 2nd last post wasnt very down, reading over it. its not very down.
but matt chandler made me like. wow. crap. my life. i really need salvation.
but like.
geez. i am so quickly moodswung.

coz now im happyhigh. i hate it.
but here;s today:
i grated myself on the grater while grating carrots for the lunch for church.
AND ___ IS GOING OUT IWTH _______ YEAH BABY.
i will unblank once everyone knows. coz apparntly they dont really want poeple to know.
but everyone knows anyway.
yay (:
but all the other guys will be sad coz they all like her ):

am now on high. (red balloon had nothing to do with today. it just. oh. weather balloon. form geo... i guess. butthats stretching it)
kindof.
see?
my mood swings
i am so bipolar.
but i WAS pmssing yesterday. coz now i'm....... yeh.
anyhow.
anyone suggest a name for my horn?
my teacher today was like. do you name your instruments?
and i was like no...................
and hers is called Bella.
the bell. belle french. french horn.... her previous one was frenchie.
original eh?
anyone. suggestions are welcome.

volunteer work again. yay. 45 minutes of arranging files in alphabetical order.
i swear it does something to your brain. i.e. screw it up. but mines was screwed to begin with.

oh lol. we had. HIPHOP TODAY XD
it was kinda fail since mielia was the only one who could DANCE properly and the rest of us blundered along. (: was good fun.

OH. wicked is out now. showing. so MR WONG CAN TAKE US TO SEE IT! HE PROMISED (:
should be good. all the songs are so good.
~I"VE HEARD IT SAID. THAT PEOPLE COME INTO OUR LIVES FOR A REASON.....'
*starts singing blatantly*
okok i'll stop.

AND HAPPY SIX MONTHS FREYA TREE (:(:
not that freya OR tree reads this. but ohwell.

LOL DOUBLE DRAMA. researching animal fables. ours:
vixen: WOW. I AHVE SO MANY KIDS ;D LOOK AT THAT STUPID LION. SHE ONLY HAS ONE CUB
lion: HAHA. SHE HAS SO MANY CUBS. BUT WHAT ARE THEY? FOXES! HAHAHA I MAY HAVE ONE BUT ITS A LION CUB!
moral: quality not quantity.
manda: the original bitch fight.
the mother of all the ones now.
alot of aesop's fables are quite.. discriminating.

yes. so now you know my other side. bipolar sandra. with the pissed depressed side and the weird high side. good for you (:

i really dont feel like blogging.
but. i do weird things.
and i think weird. the other night. i was thinking about toothpaste.breaking it up. think about it.
tooth. paste. paste that goes on your teeth. YUK! PASTE? really? YUK.
so yeh.
uhm. tuesday and wednesday.
school was. crap.
crapcrapcrapcrapcrap.
everyone has everyone else. blahblahblah. highness. cbb. tiring. pissed. AGH! and ___
touch pissed me off today. coz everyone was shouting advice when we were playing. not friendly tho, like. GET OVER TO THE WING> ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
and all fretting. and this wasnt even a real game. just a fun one that didnt count.
shrugs. in the end we lost 5 - 0.
thats ok. the otehr team were all really nice. i liked them.
im feeling exuberantly bitchy and i have no idea what that word means.
but. i kidna shout out advice aswell. its instinctual. >:(

and we had the hurting game today. pe production. was amazingly good. the girl kinda looked like lindsay lohan/someone else i knew. and the guy was cool.
and like. really. you dont realize how much it happens in YOUR life.
like. and this is the smart school where no one drinks alcohol or does drugs. we're not immune. but. yeh.

anyway/ like i said. im a massive downer. i manage to massively down myself. and then. people ask you ok? and it feels good they care. ( or are bothered to be polite) but. i dont like having to say. its good. *smile*

maybe im jsut pmsing. and hopefully noone reads my blog anymore. coz. really, noone bothers anymore. it kinda died.

oh you know what gets on me? when i''m so massively down, and then. having to put up with people's flaws. like sure. i know I have massive flaws. and everything. but just, when im on the edge and at my ends i feel so. AGH! NO! i dont want to pretend. i dont want to put up with it. too practical, too over-____ OVERKILL MAN.
im probably being a terrible hypocrite like i am. so. sorry. but you probasbly wont be reading this anyway.

afterschools. i dont look forward to them in my pissed depressed mood. but they turn out to be pretty good. swo was pretty good. better than noraml.
sam was normal and nice agen. swimming was ok. talking to little kids.
i swear. i belong in the world of yr 6/7 guys.
like. im not pedo. i just like hanging around them more. cept they can be a bit childish. i think i shoulda been born a guy 2 years later.
maybe i should just be grateful with my 'great' life. yeh ishould.
but i cant help my moods.

ISWEAR. ALL THE HORNSBY PEOPLE CUT THEMSELVES FOR FUN//...
like. id understand if it wasnt for fun.
but like. 'I CUT MYSELF COZ ITS FUN ;D'
really?
|:
and. FCK man. _______. crap. and that probably did not make sense to you at all. but. crap man, crap.
* * * * *
anyhow. today. a lot of people were at va excursion
I KNEW I SHOULDA DONE VA
leaving the rest of us dead and bored.
we had stupid double geo with sub. and yeo gave us LOTS and LOTS to do. >>
in music. we played JAY CHOU XD. the chrysanthemum bed thing one.
OH. AND they had old books in the canteen free to take. so manda took a baby names one.
and there was this legend thing. 'if you write your love's name 3 times on a piece of paper, and wear it in your left shoe, they will love you back...'
so. alot of today was spent wrtiting people's names. and shoving them in each other's shoes.......
and all the other legends were stupid and basically the same.
like.
naem something after your love. then if it flourisehs, they love you....
* * * * *
ooh lookies. a cool hurley hoodie. HINTHINT.
CLICK
nah. my bday's long past. :<
but its cool (:
AGH! but my mum would never let me buy it off the net. D;
): its cool.

i found a HURLEY HOODIE! FINALLY. but it was in general pants co. and everyone there was scary and staring me down coz i really dont belong there.
but i didnt end up buying it coz it was the wrong colour, too big, men's version and kinda ugly. butttttt. yeh.
BAhAHAHA. GOT MORE SPONSORS FOR40hrfamine. im doing no food no furniture. and... no laughing with monica......
SPONSOR ME! please. (:
its kinda dodge. coz im also selling raffles for ruse. and. like. cmon, which one would you sponsor? homeless hungry kids in africa or nerds in ruse?
but its ok. noone sells any raffles anyway.
anyhoo. D: TEN ISNT RECEIVING SIGNALS SO I CANT RECORD THERES SOMEHTING ABOUT MARY D:
AND MY MUM DOESNT LET ME WATCH AUSTRALIAN IDOL D: coz 'i have to do my hw' but im just blogging. ):
andrew G (:
ohoh. at the bus stop opposite my house, they have a coles ad with... CURTIS STONE IN IT XD. yay.... (:

D; my best friend's wedding is making me D;
its so D;
JULIE D; POOR JULIA D;

But NOW YAY GEORGE! (:
goodending.

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anyway. ricefever today. was pretty good...
its a bit too big now i think..
but anyway. there was this AWESOME ride. spun around and around and up. yeh.
oh. and NEW EMPIRE WAS PLAYING ;D
id heard of them. but never really heard them. BUT THEYRE GOOD. (jeremy reminds me of josh thomas, and pete looks like the older weasley brothers.....)
what looks really awesome is their IN SYNC HEAD BANGING. YEAH BABY~
AND I GOT A POSTER AND AUTOGRAPHED AND PHOTOS ;D sam is cool. crazy man,
theyre all awesomely nice. SHOOK HANDS O: its like. IM NEVER WASHING THIS HAND AGAIN.. but i washed it. ):
and apparantly they were handing out like 5 free CDS O: and big kev, like the azn he is, walked arouind the merchandise place, just hanging around. trying to get one.
dno if he ever did...

AND MAGGIE, THE GUY WITH THE ORANGE BAG WAS THERE. AND APPARANTLY HES A RETARD SO ITS ALL GOOD (:

didnt really do much at rice acutally. saw lena who got reallyreallly soaked. as well as nancy linda and alice who also got soaked but not so much.
we were still into the hand below waist thing.
and i really have run out of things to babble about since i just finished watching 'my best friend's wedding' and i feel more finished.
so. i am finished here.

wait. fall out boy nonsense lyrics, i liked this one from 27.
I've got a lot of friends who are stars,
but some are just black holes.
idno. i liked it. maybe in context its better.

music. hey, the student teacher isnt that bad. but becca and kerry seemed to think she was. but that was coz becca was like after 4 hours of maths, so she was bound to be pissed at SOMETHING. and that something was the student teahcer XD
but the otehr mr wong agreed to come back on NEXT TUESDAY!
YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! yeh. (:
my awesome persuasive skills. ...
music. was lame. coz everyone knows their theory, all the chord progressions, good aural, what should go after this chord. and i have no idea what those chords are e.g. Asus7 let alone what should go after them, coz student teacher cut them up and we had to glue em bak in the right order >>
ARGH! 2 ag assignments. yay, models.... lol pronger's lame. i hope you'll all make SUPER MODELS. HAHAHAHA....
oh. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIDI AND MAX! (and BEN JEE TOMORROW!)
we had a surprise party. which was kinda fail. wow. they fin. the coles 13 pakcs of cheese stix (which are surprisingly tasty) in that lunchtime. |: there goes didi's present...
oh. in the morning, we watched the cloud drawers you know the planes that give off white cloud things to make words?
so me rong and alice stood there watching for like half and hour, and it DIDNT MAKE SENSE >> it was like 2SM SUPER DIGI. and the person sucked, so it was mutated letters and the letters dissapeared before she wrote the next ones.
volunteer work! at cca for doe. it was just filing so shrugs.
i think i spend to much time and effort on this blog, and want to cahnge that, so here's your warning. it might dwindle a little. or i might just totally forget and keep on massive spamming.

just watched world's strictest parents. It's like wow, never thought it could be so awe inspiring. ross, is so emotional , and.. like, cute. and its fun laughing at him. but. hey, he's lovable. he says he's 'gay' imnotsure.. but his accent and stuff sure fits it. and hes british so <3 his accent. ;D
oh. swimming, i think ben zhu gets pissed at me, coz i dont really.. yeh. so i kinda bar him and talk to aaron and sam....... who are pretty childish, but what can you expect? theyre in yr 6/7.
maybe sam from swo was weirded up coz... aaron told him i thought he was a poofter or something like that which i dont coz i dont even know the word... hum.. (told you they were childish)
lol. yip at train station. me n maggie were talking to him, then these ryde secondary girls come . 'HI ALEX' in a flirty voice. so we back away, coz really, yip's all theirs. so i go. ' BYE ALEX' in a flirty voice. and.. the ryde secondaries gave me the WEIRDEST look. it was awesome ;D
touch. only Bs played coz As arent good enuf for semis . we THRASHED baulko 7-2. but really, like 4 of those tries were scored the same way. dom running across the field sidewasy, chucking over to joy, then joy slams it down. in exactly the same position, place, etc...
so we got iceblocks ;D from mr woo/david/min.
min was with caddy, then david was like, theyre too busy with their own TOUCH game.
hahahahah... sorry, i found that funny.
and FAR OUT. kevin. like. today in ag, he asked me. wait.. were you in my old ag class?
and like. YES I WAS KEVIN. and he asked me in yr 7 and 8 aswell, when i WAS in his ag class. 'hey, what ag class are you in agen?' >< yours kevin, yours.
oh lol. in science, dom brings her tiny teddies, we rip off all their limbs nd ears. and freya gets to eat the little bits (: funfunfun.
english? we finished reading the lottery. missmurphy sed it was realllly contraversial. but it was so boring.the beginning, thus we were all straining to see if anything would happen. everything was so eerily calm and bland. and int he end. sorry, spoiler, SHE GETS STONED. and its like. AGH! but. like, the story, was like still in such a bland tone. it was. preetty damn sick.
and yeh, linly, joey's blog IS WOW.
*is LOVING 27 by fall out boy*

swo.
sam. was. really weird... he got a haircut O:
but. he was really out of it today. and not so cool anymore. he changed D; ):
matt had his footstool today. and he carried it all the way from epping to lewisham XD its... quite short. but quite cool (: matt's quite cool.
lol joel. thats all i can say.
ilike emma. she's really... nice/normal.
hum. lol. @ sax and woodwind i can now get discounts O: coz pensini (our tutor) was like go buy a mute there and say i recommended you, and you'll get a discount! O:
BAHAHAHAHA. but he's really good.
ilike El Camino Real by ALfred Reed ithink... very spanish. ilike.
Mark our conductor is cool :D awesome earring man.
Oh, like the guy at the train station who, when we’re waiting for our bus, gets pissed off at us blocking the way, but really, there’s so many of us. And not much space.
But he too has 2 awesome piercings.

shelley sed i should post more, but i post like every day, and hey, how much more can i post eh? even when i repost, i usually just add to the old post when 'edit'ting.
parantly its kenric not kendric. kenric is a stupid name. BUT I SWEAR HIS LUNCHBOX SED KENDRIC D: and just so you know, ididnt stalk him and his lunchbox to find out his name. we asked him, and he told us his name, but we were like WHAAAAAAAT>>>>??? and he told us agen and we couldnt hear agen. and so he pulled out his lunchbox to show us...
but brendan's really nice and friendly. O: he had a wheely trolley thing for his sax O: I NEED ONE
oh, and when i obsess about guys, its not coz im some scary pedo hormonal thing, its coz ... its just a habit now. the actual guys arent that cool, but my obsession with obsessing has taken over.
and dont listen to dom, she just pairs me up with EVERYONE.
so yeh. (:

oh. double geo, we put water on freya's contacted book, its so awesome. IT DOESNT GET WET O:
ITS AMAZING. so we blew it around for a bit XD

oh. music. our fckn student teacher is.. so. TRYHARD. WE ALL HAET HER> like. and shes so blatantly mean to me coz i'm undeliberately rude. so. like. she handed sheets out
then when we'd nearly fin. she was like. Oh you dont have a sheet.
haha. great.
ok. that wasnt that bad. but. we got the sheet, and i'd just flipped over to the otehr side coz kerry was reading it, then she was like. WHY ARE YOU ON THAT SIDE IVE BEEN TELLING EVERYONE TO FLIP TO THE OTHER SIDE FOR A LONG TIME NOW>
and.. magically, everyone WAS on the other side..
so i was like.. butbut.. i just flipped to this side... coz. kerry....
and she was like. OH IM SORRY I DIDNT SEE THAT.
like. not at all sorry/ and SO BITCHY.
and. and. SHE STARTS FLIRTING WITH WONG> ITS SO DISGUSTING.
ands she thinks she's so cool and such a good teacher but really shes not.
'i'll respect you and you respect me' hahaha... shutup.
FAR OUT.
and we all agree, miss murphy is cute (:
anyhow. ive disclosed too much information.
and i believe i should go to work now.

before i leave:
*curtis stone!*

i think i should add pics of teh AWESOME red apocalyptic sunset shelley was talking bout.
it was awesome.
anyway, today was beep test. lame. 8:9. WOAH I LOOKED AT MY OLD ONE AND I GOT 9:7 ONCE.. O: anu tripped |:
anyway. driscoll got the player up to level 21. dude the beeps are so fast i cant even sprint normally in them.
>>
music. the new student teachers. yellow one is cute. black one is.. not so cool.
hm.. why is it, all wong's student teachers, are generic azn young laides? HMMMMMMM
AND HUGE FLIRITNG. ITS SO DISGUSTING. except for the otehr mr wong.
I WANT THE OTEHR MR WONG TO COME BACKKKK ): he was cool.
anyway. today morn was touch training and since i had lil experience in this matter, i didnt know to bring a spare pair of socks. coz they got all wet. >:<
so. i went wihtout socks today. same as rong. but rong had stockings. >>
so we put our socks on the heater at the beginning of the lesson to dry, and went to do maths, then.. after a while, we started to smell burning. and we're like ohcrap.
so we go up to check/turn them over. and MY SOCKS WERE BURNT. like brown ,,,
not rongs. but mINEEEEEEEEE. yeh :<
they smelt like toast...

uhh. coz the cca hadnt replied, i instead, went to the old nursing home a street from the school. it was a long and weary road, but i, amazingly didnt get lost. and got myself a service (: i got home at liek 4:45
farout. and linly OFFERED to go. but. OBVIOUSLY SHE WAS WITH A SPECIAL SOMEONE SO .......................
hum.
yeh.
AND NO ONE ELSE THINKS ANDREW G IS HOT. >< he is., (:
oh, we're singing jay chou in music... the chrysanthemum flower bed. AUSTIN IS OUR LEAD SOLOIST, (and only singer, oh dear) lol. LIKE ALWAYS. dude, he goes so high..

*amliking 27 by fall out boy*

man. i got myself hooked onto australian idol. its so good...
TOBY MOULTON IS SO GOOD. and andrew G + brian mcfadden ;D
yeh. it was good... as a result
late night geo-ing.. ><
anyway.
i saw an AWESOME shirt yesterday. hurley of course. it was like a white tee with.,. a WHITE print. pretty cool.
and yeh, the sunset the otehr day. was AMAZING. so red, apocalyptic. many photos (:
i love taking photos.
took a little arvo walk today. memories. walked past my old house, old preschool, walsh park, was good.
my lips are fkn tired. sounds bad? idno. playing too many brass instruments. tahts the trouble with them, you cant practice too much.
anyhow. today was good.
church was good. we played billionare! XD but church WAS good.
GUESS WAHT? I LEFT MY 84 BUCKS I HAD PACKED IN AN ENVELOPE THIS MORN SPECIALLY FOR RICE FOR CHARIS. and. I LEFT IT ON MY TABLE >>
so i still owe her now.
lol. selling raffle tickets and asking sponsors for 40 hr famine at the same time.
nothing in this yrs raffle. like all vouchers and wine.
oh, and we were reading a bit of Daniel today, (bible)
and i saw BElshazzar the king.
and i was liek HOLY MOLY. is that like Belshazzar's feast Belshazzar?
and i looked more at daniel.
and it was. O: Daniel chap 5
and its is so Belshazzar's Feast. so i sang it a bit.... hmmmmmm
yeh.
i redid my geo coz parantly the 3 sisters arent really a dreamtime, infact, its made up by the tourism industry >> so i did th cox river

fm. got me down, down, down.
prob. coz. trevor spoke about his trip to fiji. and it was so... honest and. good. and. i guess it just pissed me off that everyone else was happy and high and uncaring..
ithink i know how i want to spend the rest of my life;
missionary/band tour. missionarise overseas, while teaching them and entertaining with music. idno alone or with anyone.. idno
and. i dont think i can really be bothered to remember waht happend yesterday and write it all down.
so.
oh. prefect induction. the only good bit was uhh. bohemian rhapsody XD
wow, its so hard to be prefect |: over 30 votes from your grade and then the school votes. id like to be one.. but i dont think it happen.
and the music assignment i stayed up tilmidnight doing is NOW DUE ON MONDAY >< stupid. >: but guess what? coz i PRINTSCREENED the images, i printscreened all the typos red underlines e.g. all the VIVALDIs far out. was so pissed. so i had to edit on paint, coz i'd deleted all the original stuff. >< far out.
uhm. saturday
my satuurdays are acutally quite boring.
just. badminton. and. thats it. badminton, we played games all lesson. ff. sometimes im really good, sometimes i suck crap. i think that just means im inconsistant and therefore not good. meh.
oh. i RACKET GUITAREDD AND VIOLINED. yeah.
like how at fm yesterday, we got our blindfolds, and you cannot imagine how much stuff we made out of it...
anyway.
badminton was pretty boring as always, with me bordering on uber high and uber dead.
brendan, he reminds me of aaron from church! O: i think he goes to nsb too..
i remember a saying: you know you're old, when everyone new you see reminds you of someone you know. and...
richie rich is on now. the guy who acts the main guy, macauley culkins or something, who also acts home alone guy, LOOKS LIKE JOEL!!!! .. yeh.
when i told him, he was like: its my haircut isnt it ==
anyway.so was meet the robinsons. i like wilbur. MR WOO REMINDS ME OF HIM.

anyway. so, after badminton, we went carlo court. and we saw patrick (from badminton) so it wasnt much of a coicncidence since carlo court is so close. so i smiled at him. and then, he glared at me. not srsly tho. PROBABLY COZ IM TOO SMART FOR HIM BAHAHAHA. and he was like 'whatre you doing here?' so im like. '.... eating.. O:' and. i mean, what else would i be doing at carlo court? apart from shopping, BUT I HAD A BOX OF SUSHI IN MY HAND. mann what rip off sushi. $9.50 for. not much. >>

the end of my boring day.

*am liking the big bang theory theme song by barenaked ladies atm*
AND I GOT A NEW HIGH SCORE IN SNAKE EXTREME ;D BAHAHAHA

tuesday:
SWOOOOOOOOooo wasnt so good.
ohlook ive already done tuesday... hmm.
i swear its the what happesn on tour stays on tour. I HAET IT. I HAET iT.

Wednesday:
touch. training so couldnt go to muirfield ):
woo min and david played aswell. then woo tripped and got a cramp |:
swimming was good.
ben zhu wasnt here. (: hope he doesnt read this. dont like how he always edges towards you and starts talking.
but. talked to the otehrs. aaron and sam. aaron's actually in sam from swo's class. pretty cool.
then OPERA HOUSE~
for meet the music concert. lol. think i do too many gig things out in the city coz halfway there, my dad's suddnely like. |: SANDRA DID YOU BRING YOUR TRUMPET?
and im like.. huh...?
anyhow. jordan wouldnt talk to me.
'TRAITOR. NOT TALKING TO YOU'
and.. GUESS WHHO WAS PLAYING IN THE SYDNEY SYMPHONY???
ALEX LOVE!! THE POSTCARD GUY WHO PLAYS A QUINTET WITH JONO. yeh. but he was too far away couldnt see him.
oh. the pianist, cedric tiberghien, was signing autographs BUT WE DIDNT KNOW SO WE MISSED IT.
and guess who else was there? made me go HOOOOLLLLLLY CRAAAAAAAAAPPPPPPPP.
sorry. fro the suspense just to bring it down.
but i cant put their names coz they dont really know me, but, i know too much about them.
______________1 and ______________2. I WAS LIKE NO WAY. and so scared. coz i was wishing id never met _____1 and that id never see him agen. coz i think i freaked him out coz............ here it comes. i kinda stalked him. not in physical sense. but yeh/ really, its so easy, the internet is SO INFROMATIVE. UHUM. NEXT TOPIC.
uhh. i recognized _______2 by his jacket. he straightened his hair O:

thursday:
today. there was a racist kid disliking guy on our bus who PISSED ME OFF. not a skool bus so yeh.
he was like at epping boys - you kids should get out and work. PAY YOUR BUS FEES PROPERLY. (while swearing multiple times)
i mean its like. not our fault the government want sot pay for us. sure, we like it, but GO YELL AT THE GOVERNMENT NOT US>
then when we got on the bus, he got all racist about chinese coz we were all chinese.
he was like. CHINA WAS A SUPERPOWER... in like 200 BC. and then he laughed like it was the funniest thing in the world. and i was just like.. youre so funny.
there was a new immigrant chinese in front of him, and i think she was really scared, at first i was laughing at him, then i got so pissed off.
I WAS LIKE< WELL> YOU DONT LOOK VERY ABORIGINE TO ME. but i didnt say it. coz.. he was one of those scary people who looked like theyd track you down and murder you.
he was like. what value do you add eh? what Value adding can you tell me? and i immediately thought of ag - value adding to beef. and i kinda started...
well, value adding in beeef is... but i stopped.
he was like. MY FOREFATHERS...
blah blah blah. SHUT UP OK? YOUR FOREFATHERS CAME FORM ENGLAND. ITS THE SAME> WE JUST CAME A BIT LATER.

so. bak to sanityland.
THE GUY WITH THE ORANGE BAG XD hm. ok.
oh. 1.6 today. 7:20 deprobed by 6 SECONDS WAHHH.
then curl-ups 42. my BACCCKKK ACHED> oh. the music, that goes with it, is. like. tonic, up a second, down a fifth... hmmm... someone was bored...
haha. kevin tries to give me gangster high fives, but i never have any idea what hes doing, so.. usually i get very confused and he has to tell me what to do ._.
anywhow. mufti , well jeans for genes day today. yeh.
oh. quadruple maths today. coz double maths anyway. then 2 periods WESTPAC competition. i can proudly say i got the bunny one! but only by guess and check ):
in geo, yeo just babbles on and on and on and on on and on and on and on and on on ( to the tune of All the Small things by BLink 182)
yeh. enough spam for the mo.

swo. was quite crap.
actually its just my thought. maybe if i think itll be really good itll be really good.
coz sam didnt come today D; so we had to play all the hard parts properly. NOOO> and sam is cool anyway.
tansy joel nd adam came today. tansy brought her exhcange student from england over. <3 her accent. really. i do.
anyway. maybe i should make like a seperate swo link. and a seperate school link with multiple spams. idno/
so anyway. i got put on 2nd trumpet on El Camino Real it's actually kinda cool. but trumpet bits are hard >> want the cornet bit >>
ohwell. sam can play it when he comes bak BAHAHAHAHHA...
nah but i should practice. my trumpets dying D;

40 hr famine....... half the time it sdoesnt work coz everyone else is doing it. so... and then the other half. everyone else 'has no money'

hahaha... in music today, we were doing our assingment. really, i dont know why wong trusts us on the computers. especially with caleb austin etc. in our class ._.
anyway/ the GIRLS did htheir work (: we're doing autumn =="
it acutally kinda sounds like autumn after a while.
so. we were prettying up our powerpoint. and so kerry got to www.dafont.com
and they have the AWESOMEST FONTSSSSSSSSSSS . yeh im a bit behind the times.
so now im having fun just downloading all the cool looking fonts.

linly gave me a cool fibre optic lamp thing today ;D ITS SO PRETTTTTTYYYYYY. yeh. but i left it in the canteen |: so alice gave it to me on the bus. man i suck.
oh. i feel proud. actually went to the library to ask about dukeofed. but htye didnt have it so i went up the road and put my name down for christian community aid.
BHAHAHA. bought shelley a rice ticket so NOW SHE HAS TO GO ;D
she's quite awesome. you grow into her...

oh. _________ (have to blank or will get killed) IS GOING OUT WITH SOMEONE. BUT THE GUY DOESNT WANT ANYONE TO KNOW SO SHES NOT TELLING ME D; AND THEN. I SWEAR EVERYONE ELSE KNOWS> ok.. maybe. not. 3 or 4 poeple. but. D: why do i care so much? hmmm.... ohwell. D:
at least i know more than daniel (: he's like WHAT O: TOM AND BEATRICE? but. they died. and maybe i shouldnt have put that up here. |:
you know, you gotta slap me or tell me there's something wrong with this blog or i'll get carried away. please :/

aaaaaaaaand i cant think of what else im supposed to say so......
bye for now

haha.. back to school.
oh. happy birthday victor today.
supposedly we're getting him a big box of A4 paper coz thats what he wanted.
idno.
i was reading shelley's blog. and she DOES mind when we talk about her hair, like i think its cool, just a bit... green. and then she was like. you can keep your opinions to yourself or something like that. and. i thought she wouldnt mind which is why i sed it.
'Maybe I shouldn't care about my hair, call me superficial, but no-one else in our grade tries anything new. No-one else looks very different from Year 7, and probably earlier too. So it's not really your place to judge.'
dino...... |:
i call the whole human race superficial. really, they are.
but now, i just can not be botehred THINKING about it, about anything. like. there comes a point in time when. you just get tired on life.
but some people really just dont get it.
and so i seem like one of them. im all happy crap at skool and all, but really. idno.

anyhow. CRAP music assignment. pair. dues next week. worth 20 % yrly mark
oh. im 14 now (: i dont like the number 14 >>
its 7 x 2 and i hate the number 7.
We have Yeo for geo now and he rants and rants and goes off the subject. i guess its still on the subject, but hey, he's really knowledgable in this stuff. GA. everhting/
anyhow. he sed the yahoo building on top of floor 12 is floor y (for yahoo) and then floor 14. (and the walls are all purple) i like the number 13 tho. its a nice.. numver. undivided.

swo this week. tansy joel and adam didnt come. but it was good. sam's pretty cool ;D reallly. im gonna stop excluding names now. he's... really nice and all. and.
w/e i'll stop trying to explain.
and the large group. its lame. coz everyone tries to gather round and you have to wait for one to finish and another and... blahblah.. so i hung with emma vanessa and jessie. emma's pretty cool/

badminton? i hate badminton. i do it for hte exercise. patrick's pretty cool. like. he's AWESOME. but. niothingd happen. so. yeh. i ballet, AIRGUITAR cept with my racquet,and i cant spell, i row with my racket. how DO you spell it? meh.

yes. this week was. kinda good for me relatively. coz i actaully WANTED to go to school on friday.
alex and kevin would make a good gay couple. really, they would.
and my horn got better. and my trumpet. i wonder, if i screw up the other embouchure when i play it too much? when i play trumpet too much, my lips kinda go... out into the embouchure position, not much, but more than usual. its pretty funny. ._.
yes that was my funny face.
anyways. i know how to use diaphragm now XD and it really does help wiht high notes. and the sound is so much better. like if you get a good breath, its SOUNDS so good. yeh.
oh. and i think i scared kendric this week, but w/e. all the yr 7s are kinda retards... |: sorry yr 7s.

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