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Friday, October 9, 2009
ramen
guess what i had for lunch today?
that's right. RAMEN (: at tina's japanese shop.
now back to studying/templating my new blog
that's right. RAMEN (: at tina's japanese shop.
now back to studying/templating my new blog
Thursday, October 8, 2009
you know how dumb i am?
this is how dumb i am:
i realized, at like 3 that i had community service today. so i was like CRAPCRAP. are they expecting me? coz its skool holidays, so i called them, and confirmed.
and being the lame sadass i am, i thought it was 4:45, not 3:45 coz i suck. and i was thinking, usually get home at 4. so 4:45 makes sense.
so then. as i was heading out the door at 4:30, i met my dad right outside
he: why so late?
me: (thought he meant late by like 5 minutes) oh, it looked like it was gonna rain, so i went back in to get an umbrella.
he: uhm... it's 4:30.... the place closes at 4:30
and i was like OHHHHHHH CRAAAPPPPPP
i am so dumb
so i called them agen to tell them i wasnt coming, which was quite obvious (:
yeah i suck :P
yesterday, swimming was quite dismal. and wow, aaron was nice-ish.. but still didnt manage to get through the lesson without insulting anyone. ben chucked. sam was abnormally quiet...
whaaaat. and parantly we, rusians,, have to pay 60 bucks for our formal. lame.
and IMPORTANT:
but idont think anyone reads this blog anymore anyway;
i am moving blogs, because i am nostalgic, and would not like to clear the whole thing for a new skin. after all my hard effort. so i am simply moving the html address of this blog to something nostalgic, and sorry, i like the word nostalgic, but its hard to type. nostalgicnostalgicnostalgic. anyhow. my new blog will have this current web address - allegoryy.blogspot.com
whereas thisone will be weirded up.
nts: buy onion rings
toodle-oo for now
mood: bland
music: all i know by karnivool
work: CRAP english essay, actually, just look at my previous blog.
i realized, at like 3 that i had community service today. so i was like CRAPCRAP. are they expecting me? coz its skool holidays, so i called them, and confirmed.
and being the lame sadass i am, i thought it was 4:45, not 3:45 coz i suck. and i was thinking, usually get home at 4. so 4:45 makes sense.
so then. as i was heading out the door at 4:30, i met my dad right outside
he: why so late?
me: (thought he meant late by like 5 minutes) oh, it looked like it was gonna rain, so i went back in to get an umbrella.
he: uhm... it's 4:30.... the place closes at 4:30
and i was like OHHHHHHH CRAAAPPPPPP
i am so dumb
so i called them agen to tell them i wasnt coming, which was quite obvious (:
yeah i suck :P
yesterday, swimming was quite dismal. and wow, aaron was nice-ish.. but still didnt manage to get through the lesson without insulting anyone. ben chucked. sam was abnormally quiet...
whaaaat. and parantly we, rusians,, have to pay 60 bucks for our formal. lame.
and IMPORTANT:
but idont think anyone reads this blog anymore anyway;
i am moving blogs, because i am nostalgic, and would not like to clear the whole thing for a new skin. after all my hard effort. so i am simply moving the html address of this blog to something nostalgic, and sorry, i like the word nostalgic, but its hard to type. nostalgicnostalgicnostalgic. anyhow. my new blog will have this current web address - allegoryy.blogspot.com
whereas thisone will be weirded up.
nts: buy onion rings
toodle-oo for now
mood: bland
music: all i know by karnivool
work: CRAP english essay, actually, just look at my previous blog.
ffff
FFFFFFFFFAAAAAAAARRRRRRRKKKKKKKKKKKKK
dude. CRAP.
ARGH.
i just remembered i had community service on, ARGH
and. and. i WAS gonna change my skin and make my blog pretty, but. NO TIME>
- enlgish essay
- performance poetry, which i cannot find my sheet to so might have to write it all over again
- history *discussion report* i.e. essay
- study HARDCORE ag, past papers
- do manymmany maths past papers
- study hard for science.
- practice writing short story in 35 minutes for english
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHh. FFFFFFFFFAAAAAARRR OUUUUUUUUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT D<
dude. CRAP.
ARGH.
i just remembered i had community service on, ARGH
and. and. i WAS gonna change my skin and make my blog pretty, but. NO TIME>
- enlgish essay
- performance poetry, which i cannot find my sheet to so might have to write it all over again
- history *discussion report* i.e. essay
- study HARDCORE ag, past papers
- do manymmany maths past papers
- study hard for science.
- practice writing short story in 35 minutes for english
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHh. FFFFFFFFFAAAAAARRR OUUUUUUUUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT D<
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
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linly shelley tina and bonita cmae over. haircut. ._.
|: my mum recut it. ITS SO SHORT |: ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
D;
ahwell.
watched transformers. captain lennox! josh duhamel (:
|: my mum recut it. ITS SO SHORT |: ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
D;
ahwell.
watched transformers. captain lennox! josh duhamel (:
Monday, October 5, 2009
happy holes (:
yeah. happy holes everyone (:
AT BLUE MOUNTAINS! (:
last 3 days consisted of:
- at least 5 hours of brawl
- at least 2 hours of tekken on psp
- BUSHWALKING~ (in the rain) soggggggyyyyyyyy
- lotsa movies. ;D
- cooked breakfast
- THEY HAD A FIREPLACE SO MADE FIRE XD
- DRANK LOTS AND LOTS OF MOUNTAIN DEW (yeah linly (: jealous?)
basically. no work. YEAHHHH~
haha. truth or truth was lame.
ohoh, our room was so AWESOME. dude, the HOUSE WAS AWESOME. it looked old on the outside, but inside was AWESOME. our room, upstairs, was like an attic type thing. not unlike the junior boys' room at kyck. it was awesomme.
wouldve been an awesome place for school camp and the like.
haha. playing with isabella's straightener. tried my fringe. not a good idea. COVERS EYES DOESNT CURL D<
anyhow it was good (Y)
with, all 14 of us, 4 families.me, isabella, ben, lancelot.
i brought heaps of stuff to do, like chess, cards, cross stitch, maths yrlies, history, how i met your mother but it didnt work, squishy balls. they even brought tennis rackets and lanterns for moon festival, but no it was raining, so the tennis court was puddly |: and we didnt do anything i brought either XD
haha. aaron from swimming on fb is so much nicer.
and getting hair cut by shelley tomorrow |:
and, for tina, i finally uploaded the pics on my phone. here is the marsden guy. i hope he doesnt find this: also, yilang in his gangster aviators + our peas we were chucking at each other (:
AT BLUE MOUNTAINS! (:
last 3 days consisted of:
- at least 5 hours of brawl
- at least 2 hours of tekken on psp
- BUSHWALKING~ (in the rain) soggggggyyyyyyyy
- lotsa movies. ;D
- cooked breakfast
- THEY HAD A FIREPLACE SO MADE FIRE XD
- DRANK LOTS AND LOTS OF MOUNTAIN DEW (yeah linly (: jealous?)
basically. no work. YEAHHHH~
haha. truth or truth was lame.
ohoh, our room was so AWESOME. dude, the HOUSE WAS AWESOME. it looked old on the outside, but inside was AWESOME. our room, upstairs, was like an attic type thing. not unlike the junior boys' room at kyck. it was awesomme.
wouldve been an awesome place for school camp and the like.
haha. playing with isabella's straightener. tried my fringe. not a good idea. COVERS EYES DOESNT CURL D<
anyhow it was good (Y)
with, all 14 of us, 4 families.me, isabella, ben, lancelot.
i brought heaps of stuff to do, like chess, cards, cross stitch, maths yrlies, history, how i met your mother but it didnt work, squishy balls. they even brought tennis rackets and lanterns for moon festival, but no it was raining, so the tennis court was puddly |: and we didnt do anything i brought either XD
haha. aaron from swimming on fb is so much nicer.
and getting hair cut by shelley tomorrow |:
and, for tina, i finally uploaded the pics on my phone. here is the marsden guy. i hope he doesnt find this: also, yilang in his gangster aviators + our peas we were chucking at each other (:
Friday, October 2, 2009
norbit
watcing norbit now (: its good.
dude, its raining bucketloads outside.
): sad today coz ______. dude. ):
and crap, ben... |: his teeth...
uhm. regret not going to laser tag.
double science double taptaprevenge (:
pictionary!
alex the pea brain ;D
double music party~
dude, its raining bucketloads outside.
): sad today coz ______. dude. ):
and crap, ben... |: his teeth...
uhm. regret not going to laser tag.
double science double taptaprevenge (:
pictionary!
alex the pea brain ;D
double music party~
Thursday, October 1, 2009
why do all nights end like this?
why?
seriously. it's destroying your life.
obviously i think figures of authority would go with the weaker group. they are there to 'help'. i instinctively go with the group that seems oppressed too. in this case, the minority. so theres a reason for this minority. major minority. but.
idno.
we dont like her, but i think.. a lot of people are too harsh...
so its this long endless circle of hate. and
-stop-
seriously. it's destroying your life.
obviously i think figures of authority would go with the weaker group. they are there to 'help'. i instinctively go with the group that seems oppressed too. in this case, the minority. so theres a reason for this minority. major minority. but.
idno.
we dont like her, but i think.. a lot of people are too harsh...
so its this long endless circle of hate. and
-stop-
fescue
fescue is the pretty grass in the pretty picture in the postcard you get from the library.
today;
what makes me happy:
- waterfight in pe ! (: + blade hockey
- bludgy computer lessons for history and english
- drama games all double
- talking about stuff with tina
- lame jokes victor and eve from orchestra made; e.g. why is victor's brain the size of a pea? BECAUSE IT EXPANDED XD
- me + bonnie's blatant staring XD
- ______ (:
- going out of the monotony of my life to choral festival orchestra rehearsal
- how easy the songs were, so i could play them properly
- that i'm not a string player coz theyre weird, apart from the fact im L MUS violin. ;D
- skipping 10 minutes of maths "changing" and refreshing ourselves in the canteen (:
- trig pop quiz which i knew how to do, and scored... -20 out of 20 (: yeah. thanks alex.. (:
- one more day of school!
- hehe straw playing (:
- ___ is kinda cool. both the ________ and the ___ one (: actually, especially the ________ one. [: he makes me smile. he's so young, innocent, uncorrupted, living in his childhood. N.B.: the "mountain" isnt that bad - i think i can see the good side.. even tho i heard her bitching and scheming today, but i.. think i understand her. she's just pressured into growing up the mainstream way... i kinda feel like a mum.. ._. mvoing on.
what makes me sad:
- linly and her torn tissue
- drama script i have to finish
- HOW MAX IS MEAN ):<
- so many natural disasters. + kind of how we analyse them, coz you cant analyze grief
+ WHEN ARE WE GETTING OUR LAPTOPS D:<
i wish:
- good luck for becca and kerry in their L. Mus piano :T
- happy birthday for bonita tomorrow (:
mood: [: slightly neutral, but bordering on the happy side. havent been down for a long time /:
music: neutral. maybe give me your eyes by brandon leath
work: drama script
today;
what makes me happy:
- waterfight in pe ! (: + blade hockey
- bludgy computer lessons for history and english
- drama games all double
- talking about stuff with tina
- lame jokes victor and eve from orchestra made; e.g. why is victor's brain the size of a pea? BECAUSE IT EXPANDED XD
- me + bonnie's blatant staring XD
- ______ (:
- going out of the monotony of my life to choral festival orchestra rehearsal
- how easy the songs were, so i could play them properly
- that i'm not a string player coz theyre weird, apart from the fact im L MUS violin. ;D
- skipping 10 minutes of maths "changing" and refreshing ourselves in the canteen (:
- trig pop quiz which i knew how to do, and scored... -20 out of 20 (: yeah. thanks alex.. (:
- one more day of school!
- hehe straw playing (:
- ___ is kinda cool. both the ________ and the ___ one (: actually, especially the ________ one. [: he makes me smile. he's so young, innocent, uncorrupted, living in his childhood. N.B.: the "mountain" isnt that bad - i think i can see the good side.. even tho i heard her bitching and scheming today, but i.. think i understand her. she's just pressured into growing up the mainstream way... i kinda feel like a mum.. ._. mvoing on.
what makes me sad:
- linly and her torn tissue
- drama script i have to finish
- HOW MAX IS MEAN ):<
- so many natural disasters. + kind of how we analyse them, coz you cant analyze grief
+ WHEN ARE WE GETTING OUR LAPTOPS D:<
i wish:
- good luck for becca and kerry in their L. Mus piano :T
- happy birthday for bonita tomorrow (:
mood: [: slightly neutral, but bordering on the happy side. havent been down for a long time /:
music: neutral. maybe give me your eyes by brandon leath
work: drama script
summed up
i realized my life is really great, i just have a shit attitude.
All those people in Africa, they have so little, yet they're so.. happy...
they know how to live with what they have and be grateful from it.
They know how to live with the moment
we have so much to learn from them
somedays, i just feel so alone. i know i am so alone. you really cant compare yourself to anyone. and it makes me feel so ..small. and unloved
everyone thinks their own problems are so big, but when you expand your view, it is really so trivial
But i guess, what is life without all the trivia?
somedays, i dont mind being alone. just a restless wanderer on this earth. i think i've accepted that im just different.
maybe when you read this, you'll think, what an arrogant fool, she thinks she's so different and special.
but i dont really care anymore. noone can really understand anyone else. the world is based on assumptions.
i dont mind that. what i mind is when poeple start to act BECAUSE of their assumptions
like they say, you shouldnt judge poeple
we are all sinners, and even though you think you arent as bad as someone else, we're all probably just as bad in somehting else.
when i knew my dad had been doing other stuff, i immediately felt he was less authoritative coz he was wrong too. he had been wrong.
and then i thought about my life. who are we to bitch and gossip about all those other people in the world?
i, for one, aint perfect. who is? and people alwasy think theyre superior, so superior,.
i think the world should get a hold on itself.
have you noticed all adjectives are based on comparisons or opinions?
aboutme?
sandra
32/2/1721
musicilike: generally alternative. or whtaever im in the mood for. from red hot chili peppers to muse to cat empire to the killers to waking ashland to tenth avenue north to disney to classical to good charlotte to nickelback to karnivool to the fray to movie/musical soundtracks
i play..... L Mus VIOLIN MANNNN TOTALLY....
and SNAKE EX 2
oh oh, and i can fit my fist in my mouth.... ;D
affiliates
give me links?
these are my views on the world.........
WISHLIST!!!!!! :
1. BLACK HURLEY HOODIE. NOT UNLIKE THIS ONE. (click)
2. fully black cons. (: like with black white bits too.
3. ELWOOD TEE
4. WHITE RABENS
yes i am very clothes orientated (:
ilike:
a) orange cars
b) french horns (but their players are weird), bassoons, cellos, double basses.
c) the honda accord '06/'07 model.
d) the mazda 3 '08/'09 model. it has a nice butt....
e) scott ryan our conductor is awesome and so is our other conductor - mark.
f) mountain dew
g) potatoes
iwish:
a) i had a bass and was pro at guitar
b) jason isaacs was my horn teacher
c) everything would work out
d) ALL humans would be remarkably nice.
ithink:
a) we should make a humming, whistling, *brrrring* choir.
b) i should stop spending so much time on this blog and spend it studying or hwing instead |:
lookalikes:
a) mr. woo and wilbur from 'Meet the Robinsons'
b) joel and macauley caulkins or whatever his name is
c) clement and _____#2...
d) alex tu, victor yang, alex yip
e)sam from swimming (the older one) looks like tom felton (draco malfoy) x Macualey culkins grown up (home alone guy)
f) tony abbott and hugo weaving
muso stuff:
*copies from my previous posts on other blog*
so.
we all know musos are weird.
but more about them
a muso on musos.
most french horners are weird, but pretty
most clarinetists are study hard, stick to the rules, strict.
most trumpets are closer and boisterous. (not me)
saxes are the most ordinary of the lot
most flutes are pretty nice.
i havent had nuch experience with strings, but from what i have had, they are a totally different type of weird and totally out of my league.
btw, from a reliable source, didja know that james morrison practices his breathing exercises in the shower?
sorry for this unbeneficial post :)
i think i do too many gig things, coz once while going out to city to opera house to watch concert, halfway, my dad suddenly stopped and was like. DID YOU BRING YOUR TRUMPET D;
and i wasnt playing so i was like. no.........
i hate the 'what happens on tour, stays on tour' thing. I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT
i swear there are no good songs for horn. THEYRE ALL SO TUNELESS D;
what id miss from:
trumpet: the fortepianos and the pure ringing tone horns dont have.
horn: the warm mellow sound.and the glissandos
names: sorry your name will only be here if i know multiples of you. and dont be offended coz these are my views and im only one person and i dont matter.
and note it says MOST
Most Aaron's act pretty cool, but arent really.. ._.
Most Alex's are. pretty cool. but. also pretty average.
Most Amy's are.. quite weird.
Most Ben's are nice on the inside
Most Gina's... i dont like most gina's
There are 2 types of Jason's. the skinny pretty awesome ones, and the chubby selfish ones...
Most Kevin's try a bit hard, but are quite nice/weird.
Most Matt's are pretty average, but pretty cool to talk to.
Most Max's have nice noses...,are hot or have nice characters.... one of the three.......
Most Sam's are cool. really cool. just sam's tho, not so much samuel's
Most Vanessa's are "popular"
recently
ramen
you know how dumb i am?
ffff
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happy holes (:
norbit
why do all nights end like this?
fescue
censor? /:
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