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I'LL DO A SHELLEY AND A TINA. (:
PLEASE COMMENT IF YOU READ~tuesdayuber long assembly. awards day. sit. dead. leached. energy
dude. double geo. yeo got angry. over adrian writing 'slack' on victoria's arm.
i really dont like yeo. he totally misuses his power. like. and he thinks he's so cool. calls students 'LOSER'. and like. F*** YOU.
and so he was totally like. 'I can stop you from doing school cert altogether. i just have to log in, and click the delete button.'
FAROUT. isnt that blackmail? isnt that illegal? i dont like him.
but yay! swo!
haha. sam's epping boys shirt is actually a normo shirt coz he got it second hand from the ramsay's. pretty funny. its even a dif colour :L
i miss out on manly thing next week~ (:
coz i need the stamp for cabaret night >>
lol. adam agen this week, coz im doing set A: IF YOU GET INTO SWE. I"LL HATE YOU.
czo ive only played for like half a year.
and. massive mindblank. yknow how it was storming yesternight?
yeh. i saw the lightning.
me: WOAHHH did you see the .... *blank* .... THUNDER flash?
sam: no... but one thing... thunder doesnt flash...yeh. i suck (:
wednesday (:many people will prob. be writing about this. but. MASSIVE DUST STORM. WAS SO RED O:
and since i had just studied science the day before, i was thinking. hmm.. the blue light is all scattered. but yeh. WAS APOCALYPTIC RED. and. it choked us all. so sport was cancelled ._.
dude. apparantly its bushfiring in queensland, earthquaking in victoria and hailing in SA or western NSW. as welll as ginat dust storm in NSW.
APOCALYPSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE O:
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apart from that. today was pretty cool. bludge (:
science lol. PUBERTY! REPRODUCTION XD.
our science test that is 20% that everyone was hardcore studying for, like ____ and _____ had taken day off school to study for (will blank in case they get fired one day ;)) turned out to be postponed til next week. ARGHHHH! ONLY 10% less than yrlies! D;
anyhow. english was ok. cmon, its english.
ag. pronger let us 'study' and 'do hw'. (:
cancelled sport. so. pictionary, snake, short stories, video on ... pressure which was mainly sex and looks. which was for bogans, coz i really dont think it would apply to our school with our massive heap of innocent azns. (:
oh. and,... at eastwood, we saw tina's 'cool' guy! i was uber subtle and she prompetd me to take a picture. so i did. with my ninja skills on my phone.
i pretended to be txting, but my phone is slide, and i had the slide down, so the numbers werent there, ... texting.... so... it didnt really work.
BUT I GOT A PICTURE. side view, pretty far away.BAHAHHA. funny.
N.B. i do not at all think that guy is cool in any way/ just to clear things up. sorry tina ):
swimming! was.. ok.
didnt swim much. as usual, i... ignored ben(: for sam and aaron. i swear sam's more mature than aaron even though hes one year younger. anyhow, he's cool.
(:
coz my mum makes me swim extra 10 laps >> coz our coach is so easy now, sam's always like. HAHAHAHAHA EXTRA 10 LAPS.
and im like shutup.
and i try to make his mum make him do it coz his mum talks to my mum, but to no avail. ):
and i try to make aaron, but he has to leave.
and we say something, fill in the gaps, i dont remember.
but then ben comes.
'i can leave whenever i want, coz i just live up the road'
BUT WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU WANT TO STAY AND DO LAPS? theyre trying to get OUT of it. >> far out. tries to be so pro and showoff and GARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. >>
so he like swims 4 laps with me. GO HOME ):
sorry. ): but. ARGHHHHHHHHHH. there you go. im not a nice happy person, i have my hate list.
and there goes my good christianess D;
sorry ben if youre reading this. (carmen, please dont link ben |:)
ok, end off good. wow i jsut spent like... 20 minutes writing that, and noone reads it all. impulse. addictive. |: let it all out. crap. drama script. no ideas D;
bye~
AND THANK YOU BONNIE FOR THE COMMENT INSERT INSIGHT (:
mood: ._. neutral
music: EL Camino Real by Alfred Reed, or my horn stuff i've ben hardcoring.
work: write drama script, STDY SCIENCE!
yesss! excursion 2moz. no hw!!!
summed up
i realized my life is really great, i just have a shit attitude.
All those people in Africa, they have so little, yet they're so.. happy...
they know how to live with what they have and be grateful from it.
They know how to live with the moment
we have so much to learn from them
somedays, i just feel so alone. i know i am so alone. you really cant compare yourself to anyone. and it makes me feel so ..small. and unloved
everyone thinks their own problems are so big, but when you expand your view, it is really so trivial
But i guess, what is life without all the trivia?
somedays, i dont mind being alone. just a restless wanderer on this earth. i think i've accepted that im just different.
maybe when you read this, you'll think, what an arrogant fool, she thinks she's so different and special.
but i dont really care anymore. noone can really understand anyone else. the world is based on assumptions.
i dont mind that. what i mind is when poeple start to act BECAUSE of their assumptions
like they say, you shouldnt judge poeple
we are all sinners, and even though you think you arent as bad as someone else, we're all probably just as bad in somehting else.
when i knew my dad had been doing other stuff, i immediately felt he was less authoritative coz he was wrong too. he had been wrong.
and then i thought about my life. who are we to bitch and gossip about all those other people in the world?
i, for one, aint perfect. who is? and people alwasy think theyre superior, so superior,.
i think the world should get a hold on itself.
have you noticed all adjectives are based on comparisons or opinions?
WISHLIST!!!!!! :
1.
BLACK HURLEY HOODIE. NOT UNLIKE THIS ONE. (click)
2. fully black cons. (: like with black white bits too.
3. ELWOOD TEE
4. WHITE RABENS
yes i am very clothes orientated (:
ilike:
a) orange cars
b) french horns (but their players are weird), bassoons, cellos, double basses.
c) the honda accord '06/'07 model.
d) the mazda 3 '08/'09 model. it has a nice butt....
e) scott ryan our conductor is awesome and so is our other conductor - mark.
f) mountain dew
g) potatoes
iwish:
a) i had a bass and was pro at guitar
b) jason isaacs was my horn teacher
c) everything would work out
d) ALL humans would be remarkably nice.
ithink:
a) we should make a humming, whistling, *brrrring* choir.
b) i should stop spending so much time on this blog and spend it studying or hwing instead |:
lookalikes:
a) mr. woo and wilbur from 'Meet the Robinsons'
b) joel and macauley caulkins or whatever his name is
c) clement and _____#2...
d) alex tu, victor yang, alex yip
e)sam from swimming (the older one) looks like tom felton (draco malfoy) x Macualey culkins grown up (home alone guy)
f) tony abbott and hugo weaving
muso stuff:
*copies from my previous posts on other blog*
so.
we all know musos are weird.
but more about them
a muso on musos.
most french horners are weird, but pretty
most clarinetists are study hard, stick to the rules, strict.
most trumpets are closer and boisterous. (not me)
saxes are the most ordinary of the lot
most flutes are pretty nice.
i havent had nuch experience with strings, but from what i have had, they are a totally different type of weird and totally out of my league.
btw, from a reliable source, didja know that james morrison practices his breathing exercises in the shower?
sorry for this unbeneficial post :)
i think i do too many gig things, coz once while going out to city to opera house to watch concert, halfway, my dad suddenly stopped and was like. DID YOU BRING YOUR TRUMPET D;
and i wasnt playing so i was like. no.........
i hate the 'what happens on tour, stays on tour' thing. I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT
i swear there are no good songs for horn. THEYRE ALL SO TUNELESS D;
what id miss from:
trumpet: the fortepianos and the pure ringing tone horns dont have.
horn: the warm mellow sound.and the glissandos
names:
sorry your name will only be here if i know multiples of you. and dont be offended coz these are my views and im only one person and i dont matter.
and note it says MOST
Most Aaron's act pretty cool, but arent really.. ._.
Most Alex's are. pretty cool. but. also pretty average.
Most Amy's are.. quite weird.
Most Ben's are nice on the inside
Most Gina's... i dont like most gina's
There are 2 types of Jason's. the skinny pretty awesome ones, and the chubby selfish ones...
Most Kevin's try a bit hard, but are quite nice/weird.
Most Matt's are pretty average, but pretty cool to talk to.
Most Max's have nice noses...,are hot or have nice characters.... one of the three.......
Most Sam's are cool. really cool. just sam's tho, not so much samuel's
Most Vanessa's are "popular"