thursday
wow. michelles cat apparantly gave birth to kittens O:
i want one ): but my mum'd never let me.
AGH! my mum has too high expectations of me.
'collecitn your stamps yet?'
'when are you doing your duke of ed hike?'
YAHDAYAHDAYAHDA.
FYI I SUCK.
and shes into. just do your best ;D
but. nooooo. thats not good enough.
actually. im not really trying my best. but. >>
hey, ben mmoved to eastwood. i swear he moves houses like every year. |: how rich.
today: service- packing food to be sent to old people - soup, crackers, strawberry snap and/.... COFFEE. the woman sed it was for supper. COFFEE FOR SUPPER? |:
ok. then. orthodontist! yay! im werid. i like visiting the dentist. i WANT braces... not to get my teeth fixed... coz i think they look good...... hmmm.... i got a free toothbrush too... the guy's really nice.
horn lessons. no details needed.
drama. linda wu is in our group. i KINDOF feel AGH but also bad for her. coz noone really gives her a chance. lol yun raeging at her. lol lahoud: (*copies shelley's formatting*)
*linda expains idea*
lahoud: linda, i have an idea.
how bout you're a tv, and i have the remote.
whatever i press, you do, ok?
*MUTE*
it was really funny... at the time... linda actaully TOOK the hint this time. coz usua;lly she dont notice if you do somehtign to teel her to GO AWAY.
and parantly she kicked victoria today...
idno.
ok. shutup sandra.
HAHAHA... hiphop. we're so screwd.
me dom yilang kevin stephen zhao.
yilang had his bee sting so he couldnt show off.........
and everyone else who was quite good was too shy to say anything.
so. we'll prob. hafta go to someones house.
where we will prob./ just bum around.....
wait.. *HAS TO BRAG*
gonna go to opera house to perform for primmary choral concert. like the middle events tween all the singing. BUT. also, the MAIN ORCHESTRA which will be playing full time. BHAHAHAHA. probably...
humhumhum..
we had khoury for maths. WOW> HE IS SO GOOD. BEST MATHS LESSON IN DECADES. (yeh, im 288 yrs old rememebr?)
oh and today. kevin was like. he knows a girl who's REALLY REALLY DEPRESSED. and like. he kept repeating it. like she WAS really really depressed. like
'REALLY REALLY DEPRESSED' he just kept repeating it.
and like. i know. i KNOW. i KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO BE SO REALLY REALLY DEPRESSED. and. like. when you are so depressed or you know someone so depressed, youd think they wouldnt understand coz theyre so happyshit and normal. but really, alot of poeple you wouldnt expect think like that. and yes. i get what really really depressed is. i want to say it. I GET IT. I GET WHY THEY CUT THEMSELVES BUT NOT FOR FUN. LIFE SUCKS. but. you dont say that. you hide behind your facade.
i'd link you to my old raeg depressive blog. but. no. too much said already.
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summed up
i realized my life is really great, i just have a shit attitude.
All those people in Africa, they have so little, yet they're so.. happy...
they know how to live with what they have and be grateful from it.
They know how to live with the moment
we have so much to learn from them
somedays, i just feel so alone. i know i am so alone. you really cant compare yourself to anyone. and it makes me feel so ..small. and unloved
everyone thinks their own problems are so big, but when you expand your view, it is really so trivial
But i guess, what is life without all the trivia?
somedays, i dont mind being alone. just a restless wanderer on this earth. i think i've accepted that im just different.
maybe when you read this, you'll think, what an arrogant fool, she thinks she's so different and special.
but i dont really care anymore. noone can really understand anyone else. the world is based on assumptions.
i dont mind that. what i mind is when poeple start to act BECAUSE of their assumptions
like they say, you shouldnt judge poeple
we are all sinners, and even though you think you arent as bad as someone else, we're all probably just as bad in somehting else.
when i knew my dad had been doing other stuff, i immediately felt he was less authoritative coz he was wrong too. he had been wrong.
and then i thought about my life. who are we to bitch and gossip about all those other people in the world?
i, for one, aint perfect. who is? and people alwasy think theyre superior, so superior,.
i think the world should get a hold on itself.
have you noticed all adjectives are based on comparisons or opinions?
WISHLIST!!!!!! :
1.
BLACK HURLEY HOODIE. NOT UNLIKE THIS ONE. (click)
2. fully black cons. (: like with black white bits too.
3. ELWOOD TEE
4. WHITE RABENS
yes i am very clothes orientated (:
ilike:
a) orange cars
b) french horns (but their players are weird), bassoons, cellos, double basses.
c) the honda accord '06/'07 model.
d) the mazda 3 '08/'09 model. it has a nice butt....
e) scott ryan our conductor is awesome and so is our other conductor - mark.
f) mountain dew
g) potatoes
iwish:
a) i had a bass and was pro at guitar
b) jason isaacs was my horn teacher
c) everything would work out
d) ALL humans would be remarkably nice.
ithink:
a) we should make a humming, whistling, *brrrring* choir.
b) i should stop spending so much time on this blog and spend it studying or hwing instead |:
lookalikes:
a) mr. woo and wilbur from 'Meet the Robinsons'
b) joel and macauley caulkins or whatever his name is
c) clement and _____#2...
d) alex tu, victor yang, alex yip
e)sam from swimming (the older one) looks like tom felton (draco malfoy) x Macualey culkins grown up (home alone guy)
f) tony abbott and hugo weaving
muso stuff:
*copies from my previous posts on other blog*
so.
we all know musos are weird.
but more about them
a muso on musos.
most french horners are weird, but pretty
most clarinetists are study hard, stick to the rules, strict.
most trumpets are closer and boisterous. (not me)
saxes are the most ordinary of the lot
most flutes are pretty nice.
i havent had nuch experience with strings, but from what i have had, they are a totally different type of weird and totally out of my league.
btw, from a reliable source, didja know that james morrison practices his breathing exercises in the shower?
sorry for this unbeneficial post :)
i think i do too many gig things, coz once while going out to city to opera house to watch concert, halfway, my dad suddenly stopped and was like. DID YOU BRING YOUR TRUMPET D;
and i wasnt playing so i was like. no.........
i hate the 'what happens on tour, stays on tour' thing. I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT
i swear there are no good songs for horn. THEYRE ALL SO TUNELESS D;
what id miss from:
trumpet: the fortepianos and the pure ringing tone horns dont have.
horn: the warm mellow sound.and the glissandos
names:
sorry your name will only be here if i know multiples of you. and dont be offended coz these are my views and im only one person and i dont matter.
and note it says MOST
Most Aaron's act pretty cool, but arent really.. ._.
Most Alex's are. pretty cool. but. also pretty average.
Most Amy's are.. quite weird.
Most Ben's are nice on the inside
Most Gina's... i dont like most gina's
There are 2 types of Jason's. the skinny pretty awesome ones, and the chubby selfish ones...
Most Kevin's try a bit hard, but are quite nice/weird.
Most Matt's are pretty average, but pretty cool to talk to.
Most Max's have nice noses...,are hot or have nice characters.... one of the three.......
Most Sam's are cool. really cool. just sam's tho, not so much samuel's
Most Vanessa's are "popular"