fill in the blanks agen. ;D
tuesday: well, mainly just swo.swo!
haha. i like sam. (friend)
but most of our convos are like mainly. smiling and nodding. not to what the other said, just like... he does soemthing weird, i look at him, he smiles and nods. sounds dumb, but its cool...
and our real dialogue is pretty lame too.
e.g.
victor's trumpet is so beaten up, giant dents.
sam's putting his finger on the dent.
me: O: SAM YOU DENTED IT!
he: I KNOW, im TOO STRONG
me: here, dent mine!
he: nah, sorry, im afraid i'll break it.lamelamelameee
meh. lol joel. he came up to us with his wallet, and he was looking at me, he had his wallet open, and it totally seemed like he was gonna give me money... for no particular reason, COZ HE WAS LOOKING AT ME. then. he handed money to tansy who was selling chococlates and took a chocolate. i was disappointed ):
he: did you really think i was gonna give you money?
i was sad ):
but he's cool (:
wednesday:water polo. vs northmead.
win 4-nil. (:
lol. towards the goal, paul passed to me, i swum a bit, think iwas supposed to shoot,
chucked bak to him coz i cant shoot, he chucks bak to me so i shoot. i shoot. i miss. ;D
maybe if we didnt chuck it around so many times we wouldve gotten it in. ohwell.
alex chen's bday. O: manda freya got him an awesome card. sings happy brithday. with the happy birthday dear alex in it. O:
we wrote kevin all over the envelope... and i think kevin got scared,,,,
oh. bridge building ;D our TAPE BRIDGE was awesome. fully tape. could withsatnd ALOT. but got disqualified coz it sagged too much ):
OPERA HOUSE~
becca came this time (:
GOOD THING. COZ FRANCIS CAME OVER. 'i'm just gonna doze off if i sit over there, so can i sit with you guys?'
so i had to say.' yeh........... sure..................'
but luckily. becca was there, SO I MADE HER SIT NEXT TO HIM! BAHAHAHAHA. XD
he was like fully hitting on her. made her write down his email.
he: have you had braces?
becca: no....?
he: coz you have perfect straight white teeth.AHAHAHAHA. CREEP.
all the sydney boys and me and kerry were laughing at them two. SORRY BECCA. but i couldnt bear sitting there.
BAHAHAHAHA. yeahhh~
GUESS WHO ELSE WE SAW???
HUH?
most of you know, coz i was shoutn out at school, so there's no point blanking it. but hey, its cyberspace. and not THAAAT much of my private life is going out.
so.
___ ______ (who is ______#1 btw)(referring to him by last name ______) and _______ (who was ____#2)
its better for you guys, coz the blanks are the number of letters. XD
hum.
so yeh.
i swear ______ turned blond agen...
but. yes. there he was. and HAH. my taste is justified
becca: he''s the hottest guy i've seen who isnt a model.
actually, he's not that hot, i just obssess alot aobut him...
but yeh.
there they were ... with a big bunch of girls..
butt.....
_______ straightened his hair.
FAROUT. he was wearing a hurley jakcet. thats like the 3rd one i've seen on him. HOW MANY DOES HE HAVE? D:< I WANT ONE.
moving on.
thursday:sorry tina. for making you miss your bus, but at least you saw that marsden guy.
personally, the guy with the orange bag is better, but. we have our tastes.
we got a giant turtle for monica. (:
double ag was double theory coz pronger was away ==
not that many people did it.
WHAAAATTT>. i swear i cant build up static. so there alex was with his charged metal thing and zapped me. and no matter how hard i rubbed my feet, THEY WOULDNT CHARGE. >>
and. yes. ___, relationships are hard. so hard to keep them up. but theyre good too.
extras from today:if i was a guy, i'd probably like.... hmmm.... tina? or... hmm. tina it is ;D
be freaked tina. lucky im NOT a guy. hey, but we ARE married........ ;D
AND OBVIOUSLY SANDRA OF COURSE, SHES SO HOT.........
YEAHHH THATS RIGHT.
thats enough rambling. time to do work.
summed up
i realized my life is really great, i just have a shit attitude.
All those people in Africa, they have so little, yet they're so.. happy...
they know how to live with what they have and be grateful from it.
They know how to live with the moment
we have so much to learn from them
somedays, i just feel so alone. i know i am so alone. you really cant compare yourself to anyone. and it makes me feel so ..small. and unloved
everyone thinks their own problems are so big, but when you expand your view, it is really so trivial
But i guess, what is life without all the trivia?
somedays, i dont mind being alone. just a restless wanderer on this earth. i think i've accepted that im just different.
maybe when you read this, you'll think, what an arrogant fool, she thinks she's so different and special.
but i dont really care anymore. noone can really understand anyone else. the world is based on assumptions.
i dont mind that. what i mind is when poeple start to act BECAUSE of their assumptions
like they say, you shouldnt judge poeple
we are all sinners, and even though you think you arent as bad as someone else, we're all probably just as bad in somehting else.
when i knew my dad had been doing other stuff, i immediately felt he was less authoritative coz he was wrong too. he had been wrong.
and then i thought about my life. who are we to bitch and gossip about all those other people in the world?
i, for one, aint perfect. who is? and people alwasy think theyre superior, so superior,.
i think the world should get a hold on itself.
have you noticed all adjectives are based on comparisons or opinions?
WISHLIST!!!!!! :
1.
BLACK HURLEY HOODIE. NOT UNLIKE THIS ONE. (click)
2. fully black cons. (: like with black white bits too.
3. ELWOOD TEE
4. WHITE RABENS
yes i am very clothes orientated (:
ilike:
a) orange cars
b) french horns (but their players are weird), bassoons, cellos, double basses.
c) the honda accord '06/'07 model.
d) the mazda 3 '08/'09 model. it has a nice butt....
e) scott ryan our conductor is awesome and so is our other conductor - mark.
f) mountain dew
g) potatoes
iwish:
a) i had a bass and was pro at guitar
b) jason isaacs was my horn teacher
c) everything would work out
d) ALL humans would be remarkably nice.
ithink:
a) we should make a humming, whistling, *brrrring* choir.
b) i should stop spending so much time on this blog and spend it studying or hwing instead |:
lookalikes:
a) mr. woo and wilbur from 'Meet the Robinsons'
b) joel and macauley caulkins or whatever his name is
c) clement and _____#2...
d) alex tu, victor yang, alex yip
e)sam from swimming (the older one) looks like tom felton (draco malfoy) x Macualey culkins grown up (home alone guy)
f) tony abbott and hugo weaving
muso stuff:
*copies from my previous posts on other blog*
so.
we all know musos are weird.
but more about them
a muso on musos.
most french horners are weird, but pretty
most clarinetists are study hard, stick to the rules, strict.
most trumpets are closer and boisterous. (not me)
saxes are the most ordinary of the lot
most flutes are pretty nice.
i havent had nuch experience with strings, but from what i have had, they are a totally different type of weird and totally out of my league.
btw, from a reliable source, didja know that james morrison practices his breathing exercises in the shower?
sorry for this unbeneficial post :)
i think i do too many gig things, coz once while going out to city to opera house to watch concert, halfway, my dad suddenly stopped and was like. DID YOU BRING YOUR TRUMPET D;
and i wasnt playing so i was like. no.........
i hate the 'what happens on tour, stays on tour' thing. I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT
i swear there are no good songs for horn. THEYRE ALL SO TUNELESS D;
what id miss from:
trumpet: the fortepianos and the pure ringing tone horns dont have.
horn: the warm mellow sound.and the glissandos
names:
sorry your name will only be here if i know multiples of you. and dont be offended coz these are my views and im only one person and i dont matter.
and note it says MOST
Most Aaron's act pretty cool, but arent really.. ._.
Most Alex's are. pretty cool. but. also pretty average.
Most Amy's are.. quite weird.
Most Ben's are nice on the inside
Most Gina's... i dont like most gina's
There are 2 types of Jason's. the skinny pretty awesome ones, and the chubby selfish ones...
Most Kevin's try a bit hard, but are quite nice/weird.
Most Matt's are pretty average, but pretty cool to talk to.
Most Max's have nice noses...,are hot or have nice characters.... one of the three.......
Most Sam's are cool. really cool. just sam's tho, not so much samuel's
Most Vanessa's are "popular"